Popcorn's Diary

Popcorn's diary. Weekly updates! Created 9/20/2026.
This is just a fun thing. : ) to let people follow some of my thoughts or see things Ive noticed and am pondering about on social media, or in the world. Enjoy the little catacomb.

I don't understand why neurotypicals often think lying is the correct thing to do, in order to be polite. They forget the dude in the back of the room that can tell when they lie. Everything seems to be accounted for a standard neurotypical 125 range IQ with how they move about the world. No matter if they're smarter or more diverse than that. This seems to be the standard operating procedure for humans.

shhh . . I'm ... coding! (9/29)

How will the world have prosperous behavior with less dire consequences? How will we bring advanced medicine to all?

Oct. 6th
How do we create a world where people have enough choices to remain free, with enough continuity and social trust that choosing someone actually means something?

October 9thLiving in a cannabilistic society ... Where you're forced to initiate to remind people that you like them, as though the last pleasant time you spoke to them wasn't pleasant.Where, feelings of doubt, resent, and jealousy builds between people, and animosity, and views of how other relationships sully, poison the well of thoughts and lead to early, unnecessary demise of a connection that never got the chance to be understood.I ask the universe to hold still for me... For it spins before I may even react.

you haven't been taught what high EQ means, paired with a non-low IQ. The amount of understanding, and tedious suffering, that goes into small moments with others; truly is mind-boggling. Especially when you see the undercurrents in behavior shift.

if cheating and lying is the norm, friendly thing to do, and the socially proper behavior, i dont want to participate, often, any longer in a social world like that.

This is me streaming as a Vtuber with face tracking, eye tracking + Heart Rate : )

Many say they want raw, authentic love - but humans repeatedly choose a neuroephrine chemical rush, masochism, and delusion- over the love they proclaim to have given themselves to, or the people they "care" for.

10/11

Hey, Hey... you know when someone tries to be around you consistently, sits through your highs and lows, connects with your personality in the right way, and your nervous systems can sync in a rythmic way tha that feels natural? When they notice what you like and take note of it ? Yeah, that. That's really hot.

10/12

ordered face tracking . .

10/13

10/15 I can't convince someone that's dumb they've done wrong , because I can't convince someone dumber than me to trust me ... I'll sound weird, and weird means bad. The smart people are who are not as well adjusted can sometimes be selfish , also confused, but lazy, and extractive , as well.. Case.in Point: To past the same conclusion: you can't get people to work together or change behavior.

10/16

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10/26

I can’t protect what I love from the world without becoming unfair. I can't protect my right to be respected, honorably, or for my masculinity. Pride is honorable and respected, until people decide you have an opinion they don't like. The world has become a harsher, more distracted, more exploitative place, and ordinary people now act like royalty once did. The only sane response is to let go, trust, and accept that humans are poorly adapted to this world—but that makes me want to withdraw.

10/27

it wouldn't be fun if I told you everything.

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You cannot love something into not hurting you. You can only decide whether you are willing to be cut for it, and how many times you are willing to bleed for the same shape of thorn.